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20 Questions

So much has been so serious on my blog so I decided to keep things light today and just answer 20 random questions. Let’s begin.

Q1. Have You Ever Dined and Dashed At A Restaurant?

A1. No, never.

Q2. Would You Rather Have Endless Love or Endless Money?

A2. This one is a close one for me. I think I’ll go endless money and hope I can find enough love to make it by.

Q3. Have You Ever Been In A Car Accident – And It Was Your Fault?

A3. No. I’ve been in accidents as a passenger and a driver, but it was never my fault.

Q4. If You Could Star In A Movie, What Movie Would It Be?

A4. Not sure if this question wants a current movie/ a movie that’s already come out or something new. I’ll answer with something new. I’d like to Star in a Disney Movie. Ideally something from Pixar. Something where I’d be the main character and the main protagonist.

Q5. What Is Your Most Frequently Used Emoji?

A5. 😂

Q6. What Was The Last Thing You Stole Or Shoplifted?

A6. I worked retail back in the day therefore I’m not a fan of stealing. As a kid I’m sure I took a candy bar or something from a store, but I can’t recall honestly.

Q7. Are Platonic Relationships Or Romantic Relationships More Important To You?

A7. Both are very important and as I have aged both are close, but right now I’ll choose love and go with the romantic relationship being more important to me than platonic.

Q8. Even Though The World Has It’s Problems, Was Any Time Period Better Than This One?

A8. I feel this is always impossible to answer so I won’t try to. Every generation is so different and it has its challenges and advantages. So is this the best? Idk maybe? Were other times better? Idk maybe.

Q9. What Was Your Favorite Dinosaur As a Child?

A9. T- Rex hands down.

Q10. If You Had To Choose To Never Use Twitter, Instagram, Or YouTube Again, Which One Would You Let Go?

A10. Tough One! I like to use and consume YouTube content so I can’t let that go. Twitter and Instagram I also like, but I feel like Twitter is more for conversations and I love to communicate on there the most so I’d have to go with keeping Twitter and saying goodbye to Instagram.

Q11. Would You Rather Someone Always Tell The Truth Or Protect Your Feelings?

A11. Tell me the truth, tell me my flaws, help me get better. Stroking my ego helps no one.

Q12. Who Do You Miss More: Ziggy Stardust or Prince?

A12. Prince easily. Never really listened to Ziggy.

Q13. If You Had To Be Trapped On A Desert Island With One Friend, Who Would You Choose?

A13. Albert. My best friend since high school

Q14. If You Could Find Out How You Were Going To Die, Would You Want To Know?

A14. No way. That’s just way too dark for me to want to know.

Q15. If You Could Only Email Or Text People For The Rest Of Your Life, Which One Would You Choose?

A15. Text. I like email for business but I’d much rather text forever than email forever.

Q16. Would You Prefer To Work The Overnight Shift Or Work Alone For Eternity?

A16. I’d much rather work alone for eternity. Overnight shift is tough and having someone talking to me while I try to work from 11pm-7am sounds miserable. Give me working by myself during more humane hours.

Q17. Would You Rather Have a Beyoncé Song Or A Rihanna Song Stuck In Your Head For 24 Hours?

A17. Tough one. I like both, but I think I’ll go with Beyoncé.

Q18. If You Could Start College All Over Again What Would You Do Differently?

A18. If I could start college all over again I’m not sure if I’d even go. Yeah, that’s my answer. Id strongly consider skipping it altogether. I’m not one of those bitter graduates whose not using their degree. Even as a person who uses their degree every day, I wonder if it was really worth it now that I see what it really takes to succeed. It feels like the skills I need to actually be successful as an artist, a lot of that was cultivated by myself after school was done. So if most of what is needed to be successful is based on my self teaching what was the point of paying for college and spending those years there? I’m happy with how my life turned out, but I wonder if it would’ve been better if I skipped the college experience altogether.

Q19. Would You Rather Have Been In The Marching Band Or On The Debate Team in High School?

Marching band.

Q20. What’s One Secret You Are Still Keeping From Your Mom?

A20. We don’t talk right now so nothing really.

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Kansas 1935: Deep Dive

Today I’d like to take a deep dive into the making of my latest song “Kansas 1935”. I’m going to talk about how it was made, what is what made for, and how I feel it ultimately turned out.

Kansas 1935 was a song I wrote for the Charity EP Jam. The Charity EP Jam is a project where a handful of composers write music based on a theme and the proceeds go to the Charity Able Gamers.

It’s a long road

The theme this year was dust. At first I struggled with how to approach dust. What does dust sound like? What does dust feel like and how can I convey it? I started by looking up dust storms, wind sounds, and even watching some documentaries on the Dust Bowl. That’s when I decided to write the song about Kansas in 1935. I wanted to share what I felt listening to the stories from that dust bowl and try to capture that feeling via music.

Rough Start

I started with an entirely different song and thought it was a solid beginning. After a couple days and some feedback I realized that was not the case. At first I tried to salvage what I had and make something good out of it, but after a while, I realized it was best to throw it all away. Sometimes the best thing you can do is start over so I did. It’s tough to admit something you made isn’t good, but it wasn’t good. Better to realize that and try again then to just have a meh recording.

Take Two

So I went back to the drawing board. This time I went with the instrumentation of piano and guitar. I also went in thinking of having one idea that would turn into different ideas and eventually end on something completely different. This turned out quiet well and I was able to also get my friend to play guitar on it.

Putting Together The Pieces

So the way the song works is we have four parts. At first all four parts are played one after the other. There are two piano parts and two guitar parts. The song is essentially done with new ideas when the piano is done playing at the 1:10 mark. Then there is a dust storm that occurs until 1:35. Once it settles down the music is rearranged and returns in a different order. The new order is 3,1,2,4. This is done to represent how the dust storm rearranged and changed the music. I didn’t choose the order. I actually wrote these numbers representing the different sections down on a sheet of paper, placed them in a jar, and threw them on the floor. I picked them up off the floor in order of the pieces of paper closest to me.

This actually turned out quiet well! I like the new order and I like the fact that the new order is kind of subtle. Many people don’t notice that things don’t come back the way they began until the songs is nearly done. I like having this kind of inside joke or hidden secret in the song that’s available for anyone to notice if they pay close attention. And if they don’t, hopefully they just hear a good song.

Closing Thoughts

I really enjoyed the process of writing this piece. It was hard, required a lot of rewriting, and it really forced me to reflect on my work and brought out my best. I hope in the end I did good work and made great art. If you have the ability to do so I’d love it if you’d make a donation for this album. It would really mean a lot to me and the proceeds all go to Able Gamers.

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Dance Again Deep Dive

Today I’d like to a take deep dive into the making of my latest single “Dance Again”. I want to talk about why I made it, how I made it, and what I’ve learned. Let’s begin.

My purpose for making this song was simple. I wanted to make a song to just make it. It’s been years since I have done this. As a professional musician I spend all my musician time working. I’m learning songs for gigs, I’m learning songs for recordings, I’m learning songs for a deeper understanding of a style or genre. While I obviously go for gigs, recordings, and genres I enjoy, you secede some freedom when you are a professional artist. Compromises however small, are made. I try to find things that are not only work, but fun, but even fun work is work.

So when I made Dance Again I went in with the mentality that this was just for fun, just for me. I’m making it to make something. Will I use it for pitching clients? Maybe if it fits, but I’m not trying to use it for that. And I made it with zero intention of doing so. The song came out the way it did because I liked it that way. No agenda, no deeper long term plan, just a fun song I liked.

Another thing you should know is that I use the app Korg Gadget on my Nintendo Switch exclusively to make the song. I’ve dabbled with this app for sometime now and I decided this was a great way to have some fun and challenge myself to go deeper into the app. I feel pretty comfortable with Korg Gadget and using it to make music I thought would be fun. The only sounds that are not native to the app are the voice samples I use. Everything else can be found using just Korg Gadget on the Switch.

Making Music is Hard!

I struggled a lot with the structure of this song. The drum pattern came to me pretty quickly and that was maintained throughout, but how to build themes and motifs around it was a struggle. The app refers to different parts as “scenes” so for a while I had extra scenes I was trying to fit in and certain scenes were longer before I was able to edit them down. For example, near the end I had the second to last breakdown happening for twice as long and I realize that was just way too much so I cut it in half.

This songs structure really came together when I let the words tell the story. Despite the few words, they actually dictate what’s happening on the record. The story goes a friend telling another friend that they should take their date dancing. After dancing the protagonist tells his date “you look really beautiful tonight” she replies “you don’t look so bad yourself mister” then he proceeds to offer her a ride home…

Impact of Sitcoms on My Song

One thing you should know about me is I love sitcoms. I mean I love sitcoms. I’ve watched How I Met Your Mother more times than I can count. Watched Friends at least 3-4 times since it’s aired on Netflix. And I’ve watched Cheers, Seinfeld, and Kings of Queens infinitely. Sitcoms have been there for me when I’m up, when I’m down, when I needed to laugh, and when I needed to cry. So why not use those voices to retell and reimagine the stories they’ve already told me?

Breaking Down The Words

So the first line I’ve used was from Friends where Rachel tells Joey “Oh dancing take her dancing!” In the scene she’s suggesting Joey take a date dancing and the same thing happens in my song. For the song it’s not the Friends characters just one person talking to another making that suggestion.

The second line is from How I Met Your Mother where Ted is telling Stella “You look really beautiful tonight”. Now in the show Ted is just saying that because he was caught staring at Stella. He didn’t really think she looked “beautiful tonight” he was just looking at her face to see what her reaction was to watching Star Wars for the first time. In my track the words were sincere.

Next line I used was from the same episode of How I Met Your Mother where Stella says “You don’t look so bad yourself mister…” in the episode it’s Stella coming on to Ted. In my song the same sentiment can be interpreted.

The final line I use is from Cheers where Sam Malone tells his worker Carla Tortelli he’s taking her home after their shift of work at the bar. In the episode this is a normal event. In my track it implies a pleasant end to a date.

CLOSING THOUGHTS

My focus on this track was just to have fun, make some electronic music using Korg Gadget, and to tell a story using words from my favorite sitcoms. I think I accomplished all of these things. I really love the breakdown that happens at the :54 second mark. In my opinion it’s the highlight of the song. Coming in at a close second is the story developing from 1:11-1:33. I really enjoyed making this and I hope you enjoy listening to it. If you have any questions, comments, or feedback feel free to comment below. Take care and be safe out there!

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Why I DO What I DO

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Since as early as I can remember I had a stronger relationship with music than my friends. I obsessed over collecting albums and having conversations over what music was good and why. Eventually, this lead me down a path from being in constant conversations about music to being a music creator myself. This journey has led me to all parts of the world and has challenged me throughout the way on what music means to me and what I can do with music. How can I reach people? What is my purpose? What can my impact be? Having these feelings and conversations have led me to game audio.

 

Music and games are two of my biggest passions and marrying them together to try and enhance both experiences for not only myself, but the general population made so much sense to me. I have fond memories of different game audio experiences. From the sound of changing my weapons in Jak 2 to the humming of the melodies in Child of Light, to my friends playing Fallout 3 so much that I memorized all the jazz tunes from the game. The thought of giving other people that same feeling, enhancing the immersion they have in a game, and giving back to the music and gaming communities that have given me so much to me made so much sense to me. 

 

I do what I do because when I looked at my life and what I wanted it to be this is what I wanted to do. I want to make as much great music, as much great audio, as possible. I wanted to positively impact the world through sound the way so many others have done for me. And that’s why I do what I do.

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Nine For Nine Retrospective

I’m so proud of myself for having completed my Nine For Nine Series. From April till the end of the year I released a new track on my Soundcloud every month. My primary goal was simply to get the project done. Simply completing the project would be considered a success to me. Since I did just that I’m thrilled with all I accomplished with this project and my musicianship as a whole. Still, some things definitely could’ve gone better. So today I want to break down this project. The highs the lows, the reaction, etc. Let’s jump right into it.

 

I Bit Off More Than I Could Chew

I loved doing this project, but I doubt I will do anything similar to this for a while. Doing a new track every single month was pretty brutal. You are always in recording mode. Either learning the tunes, composing, arranging, recording, editing, promoting, or brainstorming for what’s next. I talked to and read work from others who had similar projects and everyone said to plan ahead and have a couple tracks done if not all the tracks done. I did neither of these things. I had a rough estimation of what I was going to do, I had most of the months planned in advance, but I didn’t have all the details sorted out who was gonna play on the tune; what the instrumentation would be , etc. If I ever do this in the future it will be a shorted project with everything figured out months in advance so I don’t feel like I’m rushing through everything all the time.

Keep It Simple Stupid (Or at least plan for the complex)

I had so many ideas for all this music, but I had to cut out so much because I was on a time crunch and didn’t have everything done. A good example of this is “Stranger Things Theme” I did a good job learning the tune and doing the necessary research on the music, but I had all theses great ideas I had to kill. I wanted to expand the theme, maybe write a string section in or do some more electronics, and maybe do a brass arrangement.  Time got the best of me I kept on changing the original idea and in the end I had to just do a short piano rendition to fulfill the goal. Again Keep It Simple, if you want to do more you better have the idea further along or allot the time you need to actually get it done. Next time I’ll plan ahead or kill that idea earlier so I don’t get frustrated.

 

What I thought Would Happen

Many people have told me that predicting how the general population will react to your work is a difficult things to do and a nearly impossible skill to master. Whether you sell sneakers, bake cookies, or write songs figuring out what you make and how much people will like it is crucial to our success. I’m a new artists with no fan base or data so it was hard to predict what type of audience I would  grow throughout the year and which songs they would like the most. Here were my predictions of most views before all the music was released.

  1. Pyramid Song
  2. And I Love Her
  3. Stranger Things Theme
  4. Legend of Zelda Overworld Theme
  5. Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness
  6. Christmas Song
  7. Of Dreams To Come
  8. Maiden Voyage
  9. Liberating Hoop Villain

 

Here’s What Happened

  1. Pyramid Song
  2. Legend of Zelda Overwold Theme
  3. Liberating Hoop Villain
  4. Of Dreams To Come
  5. Maiden Voyage
  6. And I love Her
  7. Stranger Things Theme
  8. Christmas Song
  9. Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness

As you can see there are significant differences between these two lists. The only thing I got right was “Pyramid Song”. Legend of Zelda was only one spot away, but everything else is far off.  Course people are still listening to this project so perhaps this list will change over time, but as of now it’s quite clear I don’t know what the masses will gravitate towards. Here’s hoping I get better at figuring that out and that more and more people will listen to my music either way.

 

Recording Issues

Albert Amey (guitarist and producer here in Chicago) and I have a ton of stories from recording this project. From great recording sessions to musicians failing us, having to rework our schedules, and other audio malfunctioning fun. Overall I’m so happy Albert Amey was with me every step of the way. Without him this project would have been much harder to finish, and I have no doubt the audio quality would not be as good.  Some have commented that they thought the audio quality could improve,  I’m happy with it. These are essentially home recordings. Also, a lot of times I had to record people remotely or I’d bring Albert just a bunch of different files and he had to mummify it into existence. The time will come when  I will shell out thousands of dollars and do a recording in a big studio, but for now I’m satisfied with what we did.. I’m so grateful Albert puts up with my incompetence.

Closing Thoughts

This project was my baby: my first full fledged project where I had 100% control over everything. People who know me in my personal life understand that I like things my way. Once I have a superior, a boss, or I just disagree with the direction, I become negative and check out. My independence and freedom means more to me than others. This project is truly me. Jazz, rock, and hip hop. This is some of my best work. I love the reworking of strings I did on “Pyramid Song” , the solo and electronic take I had on “Of Dreams To Come” , and the original composition “Liberating Hoop Villain” which ended up as third highest viewed song.

So please listen to my Nine For Nine project. Tell me what you think, what you liked, and even what you didn’t like in the comment section below.  I loved making  this project, and I am just as pumped with the next couple projects I will be announcing in the upcoming weeks. So stay tuned and thank you for your support.